“Every day doesn’t have to be perfect. But you still have to put in the work, and you still need to show up, and you still need to put that brick in. Because in my little brick house in Fort Collins, which I grew up in, all the bricks were there, even if they were cracked, and scratched. They were all there in their imperfection and they made this beautiful structure. That’s honestly what kept me going on those days where I felt like I didn’t want to show up to do my PT. I felt like that was the one thing that I could do, no matter how boring it was, to lay that brick for the day.


Hillary Allen’s amazing story is actually the very first one we highlight in our book Rebound. In 2017, she fell off a ridge during Norway’s Tromsø Skyrace, tumbling 150 feet to what could have been her death. Her injuries included two broken ribs and wrists, a fracture in her back, and a ruptured ligament in her foot.


She’s always written eloquently about her injury, and her compelling new book Out and Back tells the tale of her accident and recovery. On this week’s show, we delve into some of the emotional components of that incredible journey, including the importance of asking for support and how she showed up for herself on days when she didn’t know if she had it in her.


And—in a topic that’s not discussed as much, but is critical for injured athletes—she also opens up about her past with disordered eating, how fueling may have saved her life, and her advice for coping with fears about weight and nutrition during recovery.


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In this episode, we discuss:

  • Her respect for the power of nature, and injuries are viewed in extreme running (5:56)
  • How coming to terms with the fact that she might never compete again ultimately made her a stronger runner (14:05)
  • Her “brick by brick” analogy of recovery (18:43)
  • Why asking for support was so hard, and how she learned to do it anyway (23:00)
  • The hardest time period of her recovery, and how she got through it (28:00)
  • The power of curiosity, and why she believes it was one of the secrets to her survival (30:41)
  • How grief and trauma are like waves, and how she’s learned she can withstand them (34:23)
  • Her experiences with disordered eating before—and after—her injury, and why she’s so passionate about sharing them (36:39)
  • Why she—like Amelia Boone—doesn’t like referring to her recovery as a “comeback” (48:11)


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